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"I thought of how different I was a year or two ago, what I dreamed then and wanted and believed about the future. I didn’t say it aloud but I felt the thoughts punching my chest: I should have been braver. I should have done it alone. I made so many mistakes. How terrible it is to sit with the knowledge of the ways you’ve made yourself less because you were afraid."

- Nightmare Brunette
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please, stop taking the best people in your life for granted. it's so disheartening. the people that care about you no matter what. the people that are always there when you need them, and even when you don't. the ones that will support you, help you, hold you and love you. the people that matter. don't take them for granted. acknowledge, appreciate and fucking cherish them. make it a point to let them know who and what they are to you. do it before the opportunity is gone.

I saw the movie 'The Fall' last night and I must recommend it. Artistically, it is one of the most beautiful movies I have ever seen. The story is wonderful, as well.

Fall is coming and honestly I'm not that excited. Fall means cutting down to the nitty-gritty of work, predominantly school. I'm not excited for all of the driving I'll have to do until December (and maybe next semester too) but oh well. Plus, fall means that winter is coming and that is never something I anticipate.

And as for the best fall of all, we'll see where it is going. So far, so so so good.

I have a headache and no motivation.
Things will get better.
There is nowhere to go but up.
So.
Up, up and away.

I'm tired of being angry at things.

Bittersweet.